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Still Floating

Today’s swim felt familiar—I did the same paddling practice as yesterday. But probably I felt a little steadier, a little more confident. It’s a small improvement, but I noticed it. And that makes me happy. I’m learning bit by bit. There’s still a lot to work on, but I’m moving forward—and that’s what matters.

Tired but happy

Yesterday, I didn’t go to the swimming club because of the rain. I thought maybe I should have gone anyway. Today, it rained again in the morning—but this time, I went. 

The lesson was a bit tough. We practiced paddling, and it really took a lot of energy. My arms and legs felt tired, but I still enjoyed it. Being in the water feels good, even when it’s hard work.

I’m learning slowly, step by step. And I’m proud that I went today, even in the rain.

Learning to Swim: A New Beginning

Today was my very first day at the swimming club—a moment I’ve been putting off for far too long. But I finally did it. I took the step, signed up, showed up, and got into the water. 

It mostly all went smoothly; I learned the basic things like how to float, and I felt surprisingly calm. The water felt welcoming. I could feel myself picking up the basics little by little. Most importantly, I didn’t feel out of place. Walking out of the pool, dripping wet, I felt something else: confidence. I actually want to go back tomorrow. That feeling alone tells me this journey is going to be worth it. 

This is just the beginning, but I’m glad I started. Let’s see where this path leads—one splash at a time.

Pages from A6 sketchbook

Quick sketches with 1.0mm gel pen.

Kitchen Corner

Watercolor and Gouache.

The Shop

Pen and Pastel, August 2024.

Need to start

Thinking about starting work on a variety of initiatives, but none of them have yet started. The beginning point must be determined, as well as how to proceed. I considered starting to film my drawing process, but then realized I needed to use my laptop also for that, because if I record it on my phone, I need to set the photo on my laptop to see. Working on the animation series needs the voiceover component. Oh! I need to start.

Ready to move

On a rainy day, in my local market, 2021.

Ink and Wash

A plein air sketch on Kolkata Street.

Testing Carrd.co

I've used it previously, and it's a good way to create a basic one-page website. I decided to do a video demonstration even though I'm not utilizing it right now in order to get some views on YouTube. Right now, I'm considering using YouTube more in order to make some money. I'm aware that it will take a lot to see anything worthwhile.

Tea Stall

Pastel in 2024

Street Shop

Pastel work, 2024

A joyful evening

50mm equivalent, shoot from the hip with pop-up flash. Kolkata 2024.

12 half pen brusto was changed to 21 half pan set

I received 24 empty half pen sets yesterday. At first, it seemed impossible to fit them inside the box because there wasn't enough room for the empty pans. However, I eventually managed to put them within the box after looking into every possibility. My twelve watercolr pans have now been converted to twenty-one. With the exception of black and white, I may now use every color I own, including watercolor and gouache. now feels like a full set. I was unable to use gouace much previously, but I will now. I'm currently waiting for the emoty mixing space to be filled with all the colors.

Expressing myself

Yesterday I conveyed myself in a variety of ways and tried to stay on target. I'm not sure how effective it was; perhaps everything will be forgotten shortly. But it felt good to express myself regardless of how others will react or react, because it is none of my concern. the problems that I face, rather than those of others.

What can I do?

I don't want to question her, even though I'm not always convinced. It enrages me to think that way, but what can I do?

Ink and wash

The Road

Rongo Village

Dhaki, ink and wash

The hanging Sadhu

My Opinion

In my opinion, the film I saw yesterday wasn't that great; I would say it was either an amideocar film or something a little better than that. After reading about its fanfare, it did not live up to my expectations. However, my primary motivation for seeing the film with her is not to enjoy it; rather, it is to accompany her to a movie theater after ten years.

The Mechanic in Darjeeling

I last watched a movie in a cinema hall

It has been a considerable amount of time since I last watched a movie in a cinema hall, though I cannot recall the exact occasion. Today, I will be watching one with her, anticipating that the experience will provide a sense of refreshment for both our minds and contribute positively to our relationship.

On her face

The clarification remains insufficient

I am not inclined to dismiss the claim outright, but the explanation provided lacks the depth necessary to persuade me. The clarification remains insufficient, leaving significant gaps in understanding.

You just go

You just go 

I always get used to living alone...

Painted from my personal photo reference of the villages in North Bengal

Urban Things, Rongo Village in North Bengal

The Shoes, Sittong in North Bengal

The Tea Stall, January 2024

Portraits

Which path to choose

I am experiencing a sense of suffocation and mental emptiness. I am unable to comprehend what is happening or why I feel this way, nor did I anticipate such an occurrence. Life has taken an unexpected turn, presenting various possible directions, yet I am uncertain about which path to choose.

Gouache with Watercolor

Sketches from recent trip (from photo reference), and the worker is from Gangtok, Sikkim.

Portrait-oriented sketchbook

Even though I paint and sketch a lot in my portrait-oriented sketchbook, I haven't grown to love it. A sketchbook with a landscape orientation seems more adaptable to me.

February 2025

Two Boys

Few more study with watercolour and white gouache

Few more in color

19th May

The backside

From the balcony

Flower in the mountain

What I can see from balcony

Street Shop

From Shimultala diary, 2022

A morning conversation

One from my Nepal tour by using a photo reference

Street Vendors

27.04.2025

From Gajan Festive

Street Corner

A quick watercolor sketch with a Jinhao fude nib.

Moments when we travel

Traveling gives us so many little moments to hold onto, especially with family. So much happens on the road, and looking back on those experiences is always fun. It’s even better when we can actually picture them. Sure, some things can be captured in photos—these sketches are even based on them—but maybe in the future, memories will come straight from life. And if that’s the case, why not create something from the old ones too?

The Farmers market

Sketched from a photo found on the internet, probably Pinterest.

A morning story

4th May

Few last pages of my sketchbook