Back to Routine After a Short Trip

After a refreshing three-day break for a short trip, it’s time to shift my focus back to what matters most right now: looking for freelance work, staying productive, and continuing to build toward a better future.

When Train Runs late

When a train runs late, it feels like the most disastrous thing is happening. The trouble starts at home, the moment I hear that it's been rescheduled. Everything shifts from that point — plans begin to change.

Right now, I’m still on the train, even though we were supposed to reach our destination three hours ago. The delay has thrown everything off balance. Waiting, adjusting, and hoping — that’s all there is to do for now.

Sometimes It’s Hard

Sometimes, it becomes hard not to believe. But the situation forces me to. When that happens, it feels like something is wrong, either from my side or the other side. I can’t stay calm. My mind keeps thinking about it.

A Different Path

I’ve been thinking a lot about what kind of creative work I really want to do. There are so many animated children’s stories and tutorials online. At first, I thought I’d try something similar. But lately, I’ve been feeling tired of sitting at a computer and doing everything digitally. 

Today, a new idea came to me—what if I tell stories in a traditional comic book style? I love painting and sketching, so this feels more natural and enjoyable. 

I’m not in a rush. I just need a bit more time to think it through.

Need to start

Thinking about starting work on a variety of initiatives, but none of them have yet started. The beginning point must be determined, as well as how to proceed. I considered starting to film my drawing process, but then realized I needed to use my laptop also for that, because if I record it on my phone, I need to set the photo on my laptop to see. Working on the animation series needs the voiceover component. Oh! I need to start.

12 half pan brusto was changed to 21 half pan set

I received 24 empty half-pan sets yesterday. At first, it seemed impossible to fit them inside the box because there wasn't enough room for the empty pans. However, I eventually managed to put them within the box after looking into every possibility. My twelve watercolor pans have now been converted to twenty-one. With the exception of black and white, I may now use every color I own, including watercolor and gouache. Now feels like a full set. I was unable to use Gouache much previously, but I will now. I'm currently waiting for the empty mixing space to be filled with all the colors.

Expressing myself

Yesterday I conveyed myself in a variety of ways and tried to stay on target. I'm not sure how effective it was; perhaps everything will be forgotten shortly. But it felt good to express myself regardless of how others will react or react, because it is none of my concern. the problems that I face, rather than those of others.

What can I do?

I don't want to question her, even though I'm not always convinced. It enrages me to think that way, but what can I do?

My Opinion

In my opinion, the film I saw yesterday wasn't that great; I would say it was either an amideocar film or something a little better than that. After reading about its fanfare, it did not live up to my expectations. However, my primary motivation for seeing the film with her is not to enjoy it; rather, it is to accompany her to a movie theater after ten years.